woensdag 26 januari 2011

quit thinking

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So, heartache, what's it gonna take for you to leave me alone today?

end of fucking story

I just don't get it.
I don't get why one minute, he can't return my phone call.
Then he just decides he can call me whenever he damn well pleases, and yea it's okay with me.
It's like I want him, I want to talk to him, I want to know what he's been doing.
But at the same time.. the feelings I feel for him, and the things I naturally expect from him-- I just don't get.
Am I not worth it? Am I not worth his time or his effort? That's what I feel like.
I feel like he just shoves me in a corner and takes me out when he feels like.
I'm not doing it and this is exactly why we haven't worked out in the past.
Because I feel he doesn't treat me the way a real man is SUPPOSED to treat a real woman he cares about.
Maybe he isn't ready, maybe he doesn't see it.
Well, until then, fuck that.
I refust to fucking settle,
Even if I DO love him.
Even if I DO want to make excuses for him.
I'm not going to.
Not anymore.
He needs to step up and be the man I need him to be or I'll just make my own way.
I mean come on, if you can't return my phone call until THIRTEEN days later there is a fucking issue.
''Maybe I'm being too dramatic but that's the way I gotta have it.''
I'm not going to continue to invest my emotions, feelings and time into something that is getting me nowhere.
I deserve better than that.
End of fucking story..

he's so sexy

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love

There's just one person in the whole world who deserves all the good on this earth: my mum. She's the most beautiful person in the world..

we all have that boy

We all have that boy, he's the boy we try to pretend we aren't looking for as we make our way to class. He's the boy that we lie about and claim to not care about anymore. He's the boy that gives you the cliché butterflies, complete with the weakness in the knees. He's the boy we're thinking about as we read this. I think every single girl has this boy and every single girl will remember him forever. He's not the one for us, but he'll always be somewhere in our hearts.

should I just follow you into the dark?

let me fly away.. far away

I wanna fly away, leave everything behind. Go up to the clouds and say goodbye. I'll be away from drama and love. No one can hurt me anymore. I wanna fly away and be gone from this hurtful world. I just wanna fly away

have faith

''Situations in life never get easier, but the way we learn to deal with those situations do. You are going to mess up a few times before you get it right and it could be a couple of years before you finally do. Slow and steady wins the race; grow from your past, but still live life while you can. Even when things happen that affect you in the worst possible way and you feel like you will never get past it. Have faith!''

that's why she stares

You see that girl staring into space? If you were to ask what’s wrong, she would say nothing, when in reality it's everything. She’s sitting there wondering what she did wrong, what she could have done differently, how she would have changed it if she had the chance. And if she had the chance to go back and do it over again, would it end with the same result? That’s why she stares..

no love

Honestly, I’m scared. I’m afraid that I will fall in love and he won’t love me back. I’m afraid of someone else falling in love with me when I don’t feel the same and breaking their heart. I constantly try to convince myself that love does not exist. I’m not afraid of being alone. In fact, I may enjoy the thought too much

dinsdag 25 januari 2011

in the end..

Sometimes all you can do is not think, not wonder, not obsess, not imagine. Just breathe, breathe in and breathe out. Everything works out in the end and the more time you spend worrying about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly, just the way they should

always

our story

''Our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle and an end. And although this is the way all stories unfold, I still can't believe ours didn't go on forever..''

let it all just rain on me, rain down on me

true

Those who consideres themselves to be happy don't have it all, they just make the best of what they got

still an asshole

Don't worry about me, my heart isn't broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself because as far as I can see, you're still an asshole

you know you need a boyfriend when cartoon characters start looking surprisingly hot

hahahahahahaha

make sure your own hands are clean


I know I'm not perfect, cause no one is. But I'm tired of everyone, making such a big deal over my mistakes. In the end, we're all human and we all mess up. I think they need to take a look around and see how many times they have done something wrong. So before you point your fingers at me, make sure your own hands are clean.

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''The only thing that keeps me awake is knowing, there's no one here to break me or bring me down and no one here to hurt me or fool around''

fall down

I'm gonna show you what you taught me. No respect, no mercy, till you fall down on your knees for me

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Sometimes, people choose to leave, not because of selfish reasons but they just know that things will get worse if they stay
Sometimes the only way is jumping, I hope you're not afraid of heights

turn the page

Move on. He's just a chapter in the past. Don't close the book, just turn the page..

relationships

“Relationships are mysterious. We doubt the positive qualities in others, seldom the negative. You will say to your partner: do you really love me? Are you sure you love me? You will ask this a dozen times and drive the person nuts. But you never ask: are you really mad at me? Are you sure you’re angry? When someone is angry, you don’t doubt it for a moment. Yet the reverse should be true. We should doubt the negative in life and have faith in the positive.”

he's my loverrr!