the notebook

Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we’re already fightin’
Noah: Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Allie: So what?
Noah: So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out..

I'm done..

I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't handle the emotional pain that you have been putting me through anymore. Even though you refuse to admit to doing anything wrong and you probably never will admit to it. I'm not sorry for anything. Looking back we've both messed up. We've both probably hurt each other more than any other person ever will. You say I've changed, this is true because I don't need you anymore. I finally realized you bring me down more than any other person I've known has. I'm such a stronger person now. You've changed more than you know or will admit to. Tell me I'm wrong, it won't change the truth. You told me I wasn't the person you wanted anymore. I can see that now. What we had was unexplainable and I will never forget or regret it. We've both grown in different directions and I hope those different directions lead us somewhere amazing. I'm upset about what is happening now. However, it hasn't had a huge affect on me like everything else has. For once, I didn't freak out, I didn't break down, I didn't hurt myself. I didn't even post a ridiculous status towards you on Facebook either. It just proved to me you're not the person I used to love. I want you to know I am truly happy and think about you from time to time. I am also not mad at you and I do still claim to know you.

I hope you have happiness like I do

every girl should read this

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior, follow your intuition to save you from heartache.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't stay because you think "it will get better". You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. You can not change a man's behavior; change comes from within. Don't ever make him feel he is more important than you are. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is just a man, nothing more nothing less.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need..

a cinderella story

Sam: No, you listen. You turned out to be exactly who I thought you were. I never pretended to be somebody else. It’s been me all along. And it was me who was hurt in front of everybody. Look, I didn’t come here to yell at you, okay? I came to tell you that I know what it feels like to be afraid to show who you are. I was, but I’m not anymore. And the thing is, I really don’t care what people think about me… because I believe in myself. And I know that things are gonna be okay. But even though I have no family, and no job, and no money for college… it’s you that I feel sorry for.

David: Heads up! Yo, five minutes.

Austin: I’m coming!

Sam: I know that guy that sent those emails is somewhere inside of you, but I can’t wait for him… because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing.

you're that guy

girl language

• When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
• When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
• When I ignore you, give me your attention.
• When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
• When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
• When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
• If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
• When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

a simple question

a moment in your life

I think everyone has a certain part of their lives where they truly wish they could freeze time. Whether it was three years ago, today or still to come. Whether it was just a moment, a whole day or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop. The world would stop turning and people would stop changing because to them, at that time, everything was perfect..

saturday night

I kissed a guy and I liked it!

I love holding hands

quit thinking

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So, heartache, what's it gonna take for you to leave me alone today?

end of fucking story

I just don't get it.
I don't get why one minute, he can't return my phone call.
Then he just decides he can call me whenever he damn well pleases, and yea it's okay with me.
It's like I want him, I want to talk to him, I want to know what he's been doing.
But at the same time.. the feelings I feel for him, and the things I naturally expect from him-- I just don't get.
Am I not worth it? Am I not worth his time or his effort? That's what I feel like.
I feel like he just shoves me in a corner and takes me out when he feels like.
I'm not doing it and this is exactly why we haven't worked out in the past.
Because I feel he doesn't treat me the way a real man is SUPPOSED to treat a real woman he cares about.
Maybe he isn't ready, maybe he doesn't see it.
Well, until then, fuck that.
I refust to fucking settle,
Even if I DO love him.
Even if I DO want to make excuses for him.
I'm not going to.
Not anymore.
He needs to step up and be the man I need him to be or I'll just make my own way.
I mean come on, if you can't return my phone call until THIRTEEN days later there is a fucking issue.
''Maybe I'm being too dramatic but that's the way I gotta have it.''
I'm not going to continue to invest my emotions, feelings and time into something that is getting me nowhere.
I deserve better than that.
End of fucking story..

he's so sexy

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love

There's just one person in the whole world who deserves all the good on this earth: my mum. She's the most beautiful person in the world..

we all have that boy

We all have that boy, he's the boy we try to pretend we aren't looking for as we make our way to class. He's the boy that we lie about and claim to not care about anymore. He's the boy that gives you the cliché butterflies, complete with the weakness in the knees. He's the boy we're thinking about as we read this. I think every single girl has this boy and every single girl will remember him forever. He's not the one for us, but he'll always be somewhere in our hearts.

should I just follow you into the dark?

let me fly away.. far away

I wanna fly away, leave everything behind. Go up to the clouds and say goodbye. I'll be away from drama and love. No one can hurt me anymore. I wanna fly away and be gone from this hurtful world. I just wanna fly away

have faith

''Situations in life never get easier, but the way we learn to deal with those situations do. You are going to mess up a few times before you get it right and it could be a couple of years before you finally do. Slow and steady wins the race; grow from your past, but still live life while you can. Even when things happen that affect you in the worst possible way and you feel like you will never get past it. Have faith!''

that's why she stares

You see that girl staring into space? If you were to ask what’s wrong, she would say nothing, when in reality it's everything. She’s sitting there wondering what she did wrong, what she could have done differently, how she would have changed it if she had the chance. And if she had the chance to go back and do it over again, would it end with the same result? That’s why she stares..

no love

Honestly, I’m scared. I’m afraid that I will fall in love and he won’t love me back. I’m afraid of someone else falling in love with me when I don’t feel the same and breaking their heart. I constantly try to convince myself that love does not exist. I’m not afraid of being alone. In fact, I may enjoy the thought too much

in the end..

Sometimes all you can do is not think, not wonder, not obsess, not imagine. Just breathe, breathe in and breathe out. Everything works out in the end and the more time you spend worrying about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly, just the way they should

always

our story

''Our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle and an end. And although this is the way all stories unfold, I still can't believe ours didn't go on forever..''

let it all just rain on me, rain down on me

true

Those who consideres themselves to be happy don't have it all, they just make the best of what they got

still an asshole

Don't worry about me, my heart isn't broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself because as far as I can see, you're still an asshole

you know you need a boyfriend when cartoon characters start looking surprisingly hot

hahahahahahaha

make sure your own hands are clean



I know I'm not perfect, cause no one is. But I'm tired of everyone, making such a big deal over my mistakes. In the end, we're all human and we all mess up. I think they need to take a look around and see how many times they have done something wrong. So before you point your fingers at me, make sure your own hands are clean.

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''The only thing that keeps me awake is knowing, there's no one here to break me or bring me down and no one here to hurt me or fool around''

fall down

I'm gonna show you what you taught me. No respect, no mercy, till you fall down on your knees for me

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Sometimes, people choose to leave, not because of selfish reasons but they just know that things will get worse if they stay

Sometimes the only way is jumping, I hope you're not afraid of heights

turn the page

Move on. He's just a chapter in the past. Don't close the book, just turn the page..

relationships

“Relationships are mysterious. We doubt the positive qualities in others, seldom the negative. You will say to your partner: do you really love me? Are you sure you love me? You will ask this a dozen times and drive the person nuts. But you never ask: are you really mad at me? Are you sure you’re angry? When someone is angry, you don’t doubt it for a moment. Yet the reverse should be true. We should doubt the negative in life and have faith in the positive.”

he's my loverrr!